sape penah dgr lagu "pelamin anganku musnah"? as for this year I akan dendangkan lagu "raya anganku musnah"...hwwaaa...... kenapa?? kerana saya ingat nk beraya sakan tahun ini since raya last year I was in my confinement period & precious was still a lil cute baby...
so this year bile nk hujung2 puasa tuh I pon start lar my raya shopping hunting.. nk cari baju precious, since his already 1 year old..thought of changing his style to 2 piece baju instead of wearing romper jer..( biar nampak mcm abang -abang sket)..pastu nk cr kasut since kasut Lacoste precious tuh dah x muat.. kaki anak i tembam di atas... sgt sukar utk mencari kasut utk die..huhuhu
pastuh i was planning to celebrate precious birthday party a.k.a open house... i've prepared party kits before puase lg...semangat x??? siap ade theme.. Thomas & friends.. i search everywhere to have the party kits ( plate, cups, banner, table cloth, balloons, etc..) & i was so darn happy when i can get the kits with cheaper price @ Alamanda...
punyelar sakan shopping, i was in a mall 3 days in a row... memule pavillion setengah hari, the next day berbuke @ SUnway pyramid jalan2 the whole nite, next day tuh ingat nk rehat tp get phone call from my dad ajak shopping for precious toys!!! xkan nk tolakkan... so pegi lg jalan...phuih mmg sgt penat tp still i ENJOY!!
then next day, after berbuke when i was relaxing enjoying my kuih pelita, i felt like something flowing out from my v*gi**... i thought i was juz terkencing sket at my panties..then when to toilet to clean up myself...but suprisingly it was blood flowing out... i was so panic!!...call hubby to take some stuff & prepare to go to hospy...
mcm2 i pikir mase tuh.. hubby pon panic... kat hospy terus pegi labour room... nurse tanye dah nk deliver ke..i kate belum lg.. baru 28th weeks..die tanye ade sakit ke? i ckp x.. then diorg prepare i pki bj hospy , pasang ctg to check baby heart rate & wait for gynea to visit me..Alhamdulillah baby is doing fine..mase tu i felt so relieve... when gynea came, die tgk ultrasound everthing looks fine....the baby, my plasenta at good condition & pangkal rahim pon ok xde apaper... so gynea say mayb i was just to tired for shopping raya..tp still have to stay @ hospy 1 nite & get 2 dose of jap to matured kan baby punye lung in case if i kene pre-mature baby delivery..
then after get back from hospy saya jalankan kehidupan seharian mcm biasa... since doctor said everything ok i take it for granted...yess saya mmg sgt degil... my mum kate jgn jalan2...i ckp xpe jalan sket2 jer... guess where i pegi after 2-3 day i kluar dr hospy??? i pegi lg Pavillion utk berbuke puase & sambung shopping.. PLUS the next day i went to IKEA to look for my new balang kuih & some other stuff utk cantikkan rumah konon...
pastuh taddaaa..... after a week raya ( obviously 1st till 6th day raya i sakan berjalan beraye pegi rumah2 sedare kan) I nk bgn solat subuh, sit on my toilet bowl, plup plup plup frsh blood berketul-ketul keluar..... Not Again.... kali nie mmg serious byk & i panic gile2... i called hubby die pon panic jugak sbb byk sgt darah kuar...
so i called my mum to came by my house jage precious and me & hubby rushing to hospy....kali nih mmg menyesal gile sbb xdgr ckp my mum...i ingat dah nk kene deliver dah since darah kuar byk...siap salam mama & papa minta maaf dulu...
sampai2 hospy nurse check CTG baby okies...Alhamdulillah syukur pada Allah... then wait for gynea to check me... then gynea scan betul kat bwh perut i, ade sedikit ekor plasenta dekat dengan pangkal rahim... so gynea declaire as placenta previa stage 1...so kene bermalam lg 1 mlm di wad... addehhh...
my gynea told me starting from now she has to treat me as placenta previa patient which mean i have to do check up twice a week... to check baby & placenta condition....she really hopes & ask me to really have rest & jgn lasak2 during this time.. this is to avoid for premature delivery...saya pon berdoa semoga me & baby can hold at least till 36th weeks then baru blh deliver... and yes this time pon mayb c-sect lg...saya sgt berase bersalah terhadap my 2nd precious... so lepas ni saya tidak boleh ke mane2 & dengan erti kata lain: no open house, no post raya shopping, no sex (erk!), xblh naik tangga & no driving.... ... hanya boleh rest, rest & rest...
and so my bday party planning for precious is cancel... my mum ask to wait for 2nd precious selamat lahir baru blh buat bday party for rayyan... akak pasrah...
so there's go my raya this year...2 kali masuk ward akibat kedegilan diri sendiri...
Till then...Muah! muah!