May 19, 2010

Lazy Week

Last friday berjaya to meet my SV..Alhamdulillah ape yg dirancangkan berjalan dengan lancar.. My work, my preliminary idea, my idea of using imageClef as dataset, my earlier experiment using shape-based to classify the modality of the image make my SV quite impressed. Die ckp " ermm nampak research u towards ke-PhD-an " Alhamdulillah i'm so happy..yet still LOTS & LOTS & LOTS of work to do..ini baru the beginning yea...

Next step will be testing color-based and texture-based features plak.. look for the accurate features to combine in order to develop the annotation system. tgh pk2 nk gune semantic ke x nih..nk buat relevance feedback method x?? ermm tgk kemampuan dulu..hehehe Actually this is one of the task that request by imageCLEF2010. Differentiate 8 modalities of medical images. Its a big challenge especially when u deal with CT scan, MRI and x-ray images when they all only have subtle different from each other.. so any idea guys?? jgn segan2 share dgn i yek... :D

Sepatutnya this week saya berkobar-kobar untuk buat kerja selepas berjumpa dgn SV. tp xtau nape mood mcm mandom plak this week..Especially bile both of my heroes kurang sihat sket.. kene cough & flu..Hadif plak temperature up & down.. So from saturday till yesteday i juz focus on my kids. Last nite hubby letak turpedo dekat buntut Hadif.. Alhamdulillah pg nie Hadif dah xdemam.. so i anta my kids umah my mum..tetibe rase mcm guilty plak.. Hadif baru baik terus anta sane..salah ke yek?? tapi klu xanta heroes kat uma mama i really cant concentrate on my work.. xpelar siang nie i declaire choti utk i dr research work & jage anak2.. kejap lagi nak qada' tdo yg dah brp mlm xdpt rehat..sesambil bukak2 jurnal yg terbengkalai nih... & jugak nk try coding dlm buku yg sgt berguna tp baru tau yg i ade buku tuh tersimpan chantek jer dlm almari.. (erkk ini mcm nk buat research work jer..hantam sajalar labu...)

tapi mmg serious xde mood.. hopefully this bad/evil mood will go away.. mungkin sbb lately nih krg rehat utk diri sendiri buat i moody utk belajar..(alasan yg best kan...>:-) )

nway nk cerite last tuesday we all (hubby, me, rayyan, hadif & bibik!) went to Aquaria.. saje2 nk ajar Hadif berjalan naik kereta.. All the way i pegang Hadif..die mmg xmau duk carseat.. Merengek2 jugak lar dlm car sbb die nk tdo tp die nk kite bounce2 die..but since we all in the car the area to bounce is so limited.. so marrah lar pakcik hadif nih.. tp bile dah sampai carpark klcc baru lar Hadif cool nak menetek & terus tdo.. Adoi..terpaksa mak keluar dr kereta, dukung hadif yg tgh tdo with my unhook nursing bra okkei..hehehe nasib baik dicover by kepala hadif..kalau x nampak inbalanced plak my boobies..heheheh

anyone notice the inbalanced? xkan?? heheh

inside the Aquaria's tunnel

with my beloved heroes


Rayyan
Rizq Hadif

Alhamdulillah the tour for that day went smoothly..Biaselar Hadif merengek sket2.. 2nd time Hadif tdo dlm gendongan bibik plak..(thats the main reason I bring my bibik along..untuk jadi tmpt tdo hadif..heheh) Rayyan plak so amazed looking @ differnt kinds of fish..tp kejap je lar amazed nyer pastuh die main lari2...

pastuh we went to Kinakuniya klcc to buy books for the kids..I xtau lar yg perasan sesorang ker tp I think my heroes love books! Hadif pon same.. Bile die nampak rak buku tuh die sexcited semacam.. Now klu I ade free time i will read books for them & diorg berdua mulut ngangan tgk mama die tergedik2 berceriter...heheheh


Apape pon I am so happy for my both heroes..Semoga anak2 mama menjadi anak yg soleh, yang berguna di dunia & akhirat.. Ameen..

Till then.. muah! muah!
p/s: maaf gambar kureng memuaskan..juz amik from fb photo album shj..

May 5, 2010

Hadif 6 bulan...

Alhamdulillah hari ini genap my 2nd hero 6 bulan...i'm sooo happy Hadif grow up as normal baby (since he is a pre-term baby, i'm quite worried about side effect of it)...segala effect pre-term Hadif, macam mate senantiasa berair, testis besar sket( angin pasang) semua tue dah kembali normal.. Bagi I baby 6 months dah a bit stable..not too worry especially di malam hari..
Hadif pon same mcm Rayyan dulu...jenis nk relax jer..menyiarap ker berguling ke smuer die xmain.. tp yg spesel nye Hadif ni die xmau diletakkan dibawah.. Senantiasa nk didukung.. pastu sgt anti naik keta..adoi..part ni yg letih sket..hehehe so at the mean time kitorg juz pegi tempat dekat2 jer..susah sket nk g jenjalan jauh2...
OK now nk story pasal study life I plak..
Actually me a bit down..Almost 2 months xjumpa SV. Bukan I yg xnk jupe tp die yg duk ngelat nk jupe..Adakah SV sudah xsuke pada saye? Nauzubillah..tp mostly student under her supervised having the same problem..Infact people at the faculty (staff ) also difficult to see her.. Currently she's taking sebatical leave..so she take her own sweet time to come to the office. And guess what? she's normally available @ faculty around 5pm onwards.. For those RA and single & available student bolehlar pegikan..as for me, nk fetch anak, nak masak lagi..soo wrong timing lar to meet her..
Honestly on this 6th sem I baru really really tau nk buat ape for my PhD work..yeahh I know I mmg lembap gile..tp I malas nk pikir2 negative (and yes my twice giving birth of Rayyan & Hadif are the main reason of this kelembapan & I swear I never regret!)..i'm quite happy with my work..feels like i'm in the right track..well juz go on with wat I'm doing now but sadly cannot really discuss this matter directly with my sv..Die suruh email jer everything..cane?? xkan nk email coding kot..*sigh pastuh sibuk suruh tulis jurnal...nk tulis jurnal amende..? result pon baru dpt ciput... student lain yg dah ujung2 tuh boleh lar tulis, me stakat proceeding boleh lar..esok2 bile da compile smuer baru lar best nk buat jurnal..ape pendapat u all?? sesuai ke kite nk tulis jurnal bile kat just on the early stage of our research ( only have pre-liminary result)??
Xpe2 ni I mmg tgh run coding...after I get my result I will really hunt for her.. Ya Allah ko permudahkan lar urusan hambamu ini dgn svku...
but seriously I feel down and sad for this..BUT i'm so happy this coming Monday im going for movie marathon with hubby!! da lame x tgk wayang u all!! so sexcited!!

Till then!! muah! muah!