Induce... may be not..(yet)

As mentioned previously (mcm ayat thesis jer..hehehe) went to see Dr for baby check up.. Sebelum jumpa berdebo2 lar & berdoa.. As the time comes, Dr periksa the condition of baby's head & told me that precious baru turun 2/5..so ade 3/5 lg untuk baby keluar to see the world.. I mentioned about induce, she said that wait for the baby betul2 ready & masak... Dr ckp " mcm buah durian, tunggu gugur bile masak, xboleh dijolok-jolok" :D

So skrg ni I menanti my precious durian to betul2 masak BUT still hoping precious ready to go out tomorrow..Senantiasa berdoa & berharap..Kuasa Allah bile2 jer boleh terasa nak bersalin kan... Tapi kalau xdapat pon xpe..Janji my precious & me selamat & sihat di proses delivery nanti. Amin..

Anyway out of topic sket. I just found out this blog jual batik terengganu http://batikterengganu.blogdrive.com/.. Memandangkan saya ni mmg gile batik saya hendak berkongsi dgn rakan-rakan smuer..(mane lar tau ade org nak kasi gift kat kite ker kan..heheh) Di ingatkan bahawa ini bukan promosi yg mendapat ape2 bayaran pon..hanya untuk berkongsi minat.. :D

Till then..muah! muah!

Random Thinking

Yesterday went to The Gardens looking for hubby's denim jacket.. Purposely bought utk dipakai ketika tunggu saya during labour nanti..hehehe (hubby masih sempat pikir nk melaram mase kat spital). While we walking around looking for Levis store, kami melalui Coach boutique & he asked me to go in & look around. Terkezut akak plus excited jugak...Then kitorang pon meng-usha all the bags dalam tue..& finally hubby said to me "kalau after u deliver baby dgn selamat & sihat & everything ok..after confinement i'll get u 1 of this!"

Sungguh gembira dan juga terharu saya mendengarnya..Tetapi di hati kecil ini terasa serba salah pula.. yealar tgk regenye rase mcm membazir..tapi sebenarnya teringin juga nak ade at least 1 designer handbag.. Thanks to ladyverde kerana telah mempengaruhi saya untuk membeli designer handbag.. :P

So skrg saya masih berada dalam dilema patut ke x saya menerima hubby nye offer itu..Offer bukan dtg selalu2... apapepon kite tunggu selepas saya deliver my precious..Which is the most important thing need to be focus right now..

Talking about my precious, i'm going for check up this evening. We've agree to go for induce IF the baby's weight >3.5kg & of course recommendation from Dr... So my dearest friends doakan yg terbaik utk saya & my precious.. Anything i'll definitely update u guys!!

before that wish u all selamat berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan al mubarak.. Semoga puasa kite lebih bermakna tahun ini. (walaupon saya rasa saya xsempat puasa.. :D) Mohon maaf dipinta..

Till then..muah! muah!

Yummylicious TACO Dinner

Last nite was great.. i asked my dearest buddy to cook dinner for me.. yeah u can call me cruel mom-to-be..hehehe (pakse2 org plak masak utk kite kan)..tapi sebab tgk kat blog die sungguh nampak sedap OK die punye TACO or should i called it TORTICO?? heheheh

Anyway we really had good time..chit-chatting sesambil memakan TACOku...i'm so happy!!

me yang sakan bergosip.. Look at my body..arrgghh scary! hehehe

anyway it not juz 2 of us.. A*e a.k.a orchiddesa pon ade juge.. syiok betul bergosip-gosip sampai xsedar its already late.. me xkesah lar balik lambatkan..tp sian to ladyverde & orchiddesa coz next day nk kerja kan... so around 11.30pm we went back home.. Before that amik gambar dulu..

orchiddesa, me & ladyverde.. BFF!! Love u guys!!

A million of thanks to ladyverde for the lovely TACO dinner..i really enjoy it!! syiok! syiok! After confinement nanti nk try buat sendiri!! soooooo yummylicious!!!

Wondering how TACO @ TORTICO looks like??

ttaaddddaaa....

my precious 1st bite!

hmm tempting x?? nak buat sendiri?? check out the recipe here.

Till then..muah! muah!

Merdeka Baby

Yesterday went to visit my friend yang i told u guys previously..Alhamdulillah she's really in a good health.. we chat a lot!! T* ko mmg kuatlar..*tabik spring utk ko!!! i'm so happy for u & ur family... pengajaran yang dapat saya pelajari ialah kite as sahabat jgn sekali-kali take for granted apabila kite tahu kawan-kawan kite sihat... at least call or sms tanyer khabar..or mayb u can send gift thru Facebook ke..Menunjukkan kite senantiase mengingati mereka walau dimana kite berada... ini kerana kite sendiri tidak akan tau ape terjadi pada diri kite atau kawan2 kite.....

Anyway this week will be my 36th going to 37th week!!! sekejap jer rasenyer kan... selepas visit T* saya rase lebih bersemangat dan bersedia untuk menghadapi hari-hari untuk deliver... 3 years i've waited for this moment.. so bring it on!!! :D Last check up i asked my Dr whether can i deliver on 31st Aug..xtau nape tapi saya sgt teringin nak dapat Merdeka Baby...hehehe According to my condition, Dr kate insyaAllah boleh.. Dr akan induced saya dan just wait for my precious to kluar see the world... tapi ade juga cons nyer.. which is if the induce failed, obviously i need to go thru csec coz takut the baby heart rate akan semakin menurun tapi my rahim x bukak-bukak.. The pros is now my precious aprrox weight is 3.3kg ang will growing lgkan..so Dr kate ok juge deliver on 38th weeks so that possibility for normal birth sgt sgt cerah..

However hubby told me to wait till the time comes.. meaning no need to hoping for Merdeka Baby.. * sigh tapi xpelar kan.. janji my precious is in sempurna & sihat during delivery.. Amin...

p/s: to Ummi SarahAiman: thanks a lot for the "things"..saya sgt sgt menyukainya!! Fabric & buatan sgt berkualiti.. Sgt sayang utk pakai skrg..heheh tunggu confinement nanti baru nak pakai.. Thanks yek wak.. Syayang awak!!!!

Till then..muah! muah!

Sedih...

Lame juge x mem-blog..*sigh.. actually byk bende nk tulis tp syndrome kemalasan masih melanda diri.. Report yg patut di-SUBMIT last 2 weeks still hanging gitu ajor... ape masalah aku nih??? tensen gue.. x productive langsung..

nway yesterday saya telah menerima berita yg agak buruk, one of my good friend in u* bleeding teruk after delivering her 2nd baby boy. Alhamdulillah baby nye selamat..tapi kawan saya tue Uterusnya terpaksa dibuang kerana bleeding teruk.. ya Allah menggigil hati kecil ini bile mendengar berita mcm tue.. hari ini die masuk OT for second time. Xtau ape lg Dr nak buat kat die. She's stable but still in critical condition.. Saya harap all the readers yg bace entry ini mendoakan agar kawan saya ini dapat sembuh seperti sediakala.. Semoga die berpeluang untuk kembali hidup bersama keluarganya yang tersayang especially babynya yang baru lahir...

Selalunya kite hanya mendengar berita gembira apabila ada kelahiran baru.. Semalam selepas mendengar berita itu, saya terus sebak..Bagaimana kalau hal ini terjadi kepada saya? Adakah saya akan berkesempatan melihat baby saya, menyusu dan at least memberi satu ciuman kasih sayang padanya? hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu perasaan saya ini...

Till then..Muah! muah!