February 14, 2009

weird energetic brain...

have u been any situation that suddenly ur brain cant stop thinking even though u try so damn hard to take a nap or resting ur mind??? yeah tell me about it!!! Last nite i'm so extremely exhausted!! went to Alamanda to buy wedding gift for na*nie then trying to confort my precious yg ngamuk to get asleep..So when rayyan already asleep and itd s time for me to lay down to rest my body & mind....suddenly my brain become extremely energetic to think of my research!!! I cant even shut my eyes!!! Lots lots of ideas pouring inside my head..I tried to psycho myself to let the ideas go away & try to sleep.. HAMPEH...
The brain keep on working on how i'm going to start my work of research... Dgn hati yg tidak puas hati I took my notebook and wrote everything that cross my mind.. but heyy..guess what.. i've discovered some significant ideas/points that can insert to my research..so happy for that but still worried if the ideas is not working..but thats wat we call research kan...
The clock shows 2am in the morning & i'm still with my notebook..Rayyan plaks boleh plak wake up every 1 hour nak milk...bertambah2 xblh tdo.. Around 2.30pm i closed my notebook & try to get fall asleep.. STill cant you all!!! the brain keep on thinking & thinking & thinking... Sampai tahap i'm not sure whether i'm thinking or dreaming....weird huh!!!!
I think Around 4am kot i tertido but precious wake me up @ 4.30 untuk milk... huhuhu inilar cabaran untuk breastfeed kan... xpelar...
p/s:Nway rayyan is now 5 months!! weight 8.1kgs.. u can imagine why everyday i keep on complaining about my backache..hehehe tapi rambut still sket ala2 lalang yang tumbuh dipadang bola...
pp/s: I'm not going to wish u all 4 valentine's day BUT i jus want u guys to know that i really loves you..i really miss all my frens..xkire abroad or local..you know who you are.. I Really hope that for next 2-3 years we can meet again, hang out ang have fun like old times.. and I miss karaoke-ing with tun's gang project & best office mate... I really hope to gather with my hubby's cheras clan (sorry guys xdpt join ari tuh), spend time with my best buddies za*lifah, a*be, ve*rde and sesape lg lar..

Till then..muah! muah!

4 comments:

Niza @ Anis said...

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warmth kisses to baby rayyan!comel!;)

miSs inTerpReted said...

ooh...i so know how you feel. Aku pon macam tu gak..tapi bukan pikir pasal research la..pikir pasal nak beranak la,rumah la,exam la..

n...i miss karaoke jugek!! dan juga berlari-lari anak di tepi pantai...hiihihih...

p/s: geram la tgk rayyan!!!

Anonymous said...

yzma.. i miss karaoke tooooo!
btw.. i had the same experience two weeks ago.. sampai 4-5 malam takleh tido. aiyo.. letih otak makk berpikir.. i really tot i had insomnia!

Anonymous said...

=)
kesian awk..penat jaga ank n bepikir..then bile mate lak nk lelap, tido plak tk bleh..phisically n mentally penat..
but on 2nd thought, alhamdulillah awk dpt byk idea for ur research kan..maybe skang ni tgh season brain awk tak benti thinking kot..hehe..akn smpi 1 thp (awk dh lalui pun) where u're so malas and blank n blur, rite?

p/s:i'm soo happy n glad that u missed me..n i miss u toola iezma!!!!!!uwaaaaaaa =(