sape penah dgr lagu "pelamin anganku musnah"? as for this year I akan dendangkan lagu "raya anganku musnah"...hwwaaa...... kenapa?? kerana saya ingat nk beraya sakan tahun ini since raya last year I was in my confinement period & precious was still a lil cute baby...
so this year bile nk hujung2 puasa tuh I pon start lar my raya shopping hunting.. nk cari baju precious, since his already 1 year old..thought of changing his style to 2 piece baju instead of wearing romper jer..( biar nampak mcm abang -abang sket)..pastu nk cr kasut since kasut Lacoste precious tuh dah x muat.. kaki anak i tembam di atas... sgt sukar utk mencari kasut utk die..huhuhu
pastuh i was planning to celebrate precious birthday party a.k.a open house... i've prepared party kits before puase lg...semangat x??? siap ade theme.. Thomas & friends.. i search everywhere to have the party kits ( plate, cups, banner, table cloth, balloons, etc..) & i was so darn happy when i can get the kits with cheaper price @ Alamanda...
punyelar sakan shopping, i was in a mall 3 days in a row... memule pavillion setengah hari, the next day berbuke @ SUnway pyramid jalan2 the whole nite, next day tuh ingat nk rehat tp get phone call from my dad ajak shopping for precious toys!!! xkan nk tolakkan... so pegi lg jalan...phuih mmg sgt penat tp still i ENJOY!!
then next day, after berbuke when i was relaxing enjoying my kuih pelita, i felt like something flowing out from my v*gi**... i thought i was juz terkencing sket at my panties..then when to toilet to clean up myself...but suprisingly it was blood flowing out... i was so panic!!...call hubby to take some stuff & prepare to go to hospy...
mcm2 i pikir mase tuh.. hubby pon panic... kat hospy terus pegi labour room... nurse tanye dah nk deliver ke..i kate belum lg.. baru 28th weeks..die tanye ade sakit ke? i ckp x.. then diorg prepare i pki bj hospy , pasang ctg to check baby heart rate & wait for gynea to visit me..Alhamdulillah baby is doing fine..mase tu i felt so relieve... when gynea came, die tgk ultrasound everthing looks fine....the baby, my plasenta at good condition & pangkal rahim pon ok xde apaper... so gynea say mayb i was just to tired for shopping raya..tp still have to stay @ hospy 1 nite & get 2 dose of jap to matured kan baby punye lung in case if i kene pre-mature baby delivery..
then after get back from hospy saya jalankan kehidupan seharian mcm biasa... since doctor said everything ok i take it for granted...yess saya mmg sgt degil... my mum kate jgn jalan2...i ckp xpe jalan sket2 jer... guess where i pegi after 2-3 day i kluar dr hospy??? i pegi lg Pavillion utk berbuke puase & sambung shopping.. PLUS the next day i went to IKEA to look for my new balang kuih & some other stuff utk cantikkan rumah konon...
pastuh taddaaa..... after a week raya ( obviously 1st till 6th day raya i sakan berjalan beraye pegi rumah2 sedare kan) I nk bgn solat subuh, sit on my toilet bowl, plup plup plup frsh blood berketul-ketul keluar..... Not Again.... kali nie mmg serious byk & i panic gile2... i called hubby die pon panic jugak sbb byk sgt darah kuar...
so i called my mum to came by my house jage precious and me & hubby rushing to hospy....kali nih mmg menyesal gile sbb xdgr ckp my mum...i ingat dah nk kene deliver dah since darah kuar byk...siap salam mama & papa minta maaf dulu...
sampai2 hospy nurse check CTG baby okies...Alhamdulillah syukur pada Allah... then wait for gynea to check me... then gynea scan betul kat bwh perut i, ade sedikit ekor plasenta dekat dengan pangkal rahim... so gynea declaire as placenta previa stage 1...so kene bermalam lg 1 mlm di wad... addehhh...
my gynea told me starting from now she has to treat me as placenta previa patient which mean i have to do check up twice a week... to check baby & placenta condition....she really hopes & ask me to really have rest & jgn lasak2 during this time.. this is to avoid for premature delivery...saya pon berdoa semoga me & baby can hold at least till 36th weeks then baru blh deliver... and yes this time pon mayb c-sect lg...saya sgt berase bersalah terhadap my 2nd precious... so lepas ni saya tidak boleh ke mane2 & dengan erti kata lain: no open house, no post raya shopping, no sex (erk!), xblh naik tangga & no driving.... ... hanya boleh rest, rest & rest...
and so my bday party planning for precious is cancel... my mum ask to wait for 2nd precious selamat lahir baru blh buat bday party for rayyan... akak pasrah...
so there's go my raya this year...2 kali masuk ward akibat kedegilan diri sendiri...
Till then...Muah! muah!
12 comments:
kesian awak. tp tu la, x leh buat apa2 dah kalo placenta previa. anggap lah, Allah bagi rehat. Ni berckp dari pengalaman ni (chewah!).
Time will seem like it stands still, tp not long to go dah pon kan.
ni sbg motivasi ok:
kalo awak g govt hosp lg dahsyat awak. Masa kita kat hosp serdang, Dr tu siap warning awal2 lg after kita bleeding 1st time, kalo dlm masa gap dari masa kuar wad ke masa expected bersalin tu ada bleeding lg, kena duk spital sampai bersalin ok. x bole balik dah. jadi la penunggu spital tu ye. and mmg ada la ibu2 yg duk sebulan, 3 mggu dlm tu. sempat berkenalan lg dgn mereka, so ni mmg kisah benar. ni cukup mebuatkan kita bermotivasi utk betul2 rehat di umah. The only worst thing than having to lie down x gi mana in bed at home berbulan2 sampai bersalin, is having to lie down AT THE GOVT HOSP berbulan2 sampai bersalin! govt hospy = limited visiting time. i insaf okeh!!!!!!
PS: kalo swasta mmg unlimited visiting hours, tp patut sama je efek keinsafan itu, sbb SAWSTA = $$$$$.... anda ada sanggup? hehe
ok menjadi x motivasi kita ni?
ni mcm cerita kejam, tp membe ikhlas ni tau.
i pray for u n ur baby tau. insya Allah slmt semua.
awak, sori mcm membebel plak, peace eh.
satu lg motivasi, kalo awal2 or throughout pregnancy ada complications, biasanya nak bersalin senang, or anak yg dikandung esok tu sgt taat, baik, etc...
Allah Maha Adil.
Kesakitan tu penghapus dosa.
Ok. Ustazah Mode == END
:)
iezma!!
OMG bleeding skali lagi ke? u really have to rest betul2 okei.. we have at least 4-5 weeks to 36 weeks. lepas tu okei dah nak branak. I pray that we both will have smooth delivery okei.. take good care of yourself beb.. Keep me posted k?
iezma...take care!! hope everything will be ok for you and your second precious!
takpe nyah no open house, no seks bagai....lepas beranak be'raya' la puas puas...hihihiihih
noris: thanks a lot for the motivasi...mmg SGT SGT memerlukan... tp mmg nampak..kite melepet 2-3hari nih kat rmh langsung xde brown spot.. terus dlm mind nk ajak faizal pegi GIANT beli grocerries..boley x? heheheh susah btul kite ni nk insaf lar..:(
tun: a ah hopefully we both will have smoothly & safely delivery..aku mmg harap sgt sgt dpt deliver after 36th weeks..
sabb: tp sab lepas deliver raya dah habis..xpelar aku beraya sakan during raya haji...huhuhu
JANGAN!
ni nak bg insaf lg:
awak byg kan baby awak kluar pre-mature, kena duk dlm incubator, nk bernafas sendiri pon x bole, kena pakai mesin. pastu awak kena balik berpantang kat umah dah, baby awak stayyyyyyy hosp sampai la dia dah tegap or at least bole bernafas sendiri.
forget breastfeeding, forget bawak balik baby ke rumah dari hospy, forget dukung baby... habis kuat bole sentuh2 sket2 je, sbb baby kena duduk dlm keadaan sterile all the time, takut kena infection...
mmg kena think positif, butevery actionada consequences, and don't take the risk ok? ketepikan nafsu jenjalan tu yeh...
i wuv u tau... even dlm keadaan membebel2 ni...
yeah rest byk2 ok. stay at home! so boleh concentrate on ur thesis :D blessing in disguise sgt.
take care ok!
iezma...siannye ko. Mmg ko patut duk rumah rehat...jgn byk berjalan dah...dgr ckp noris tu...hehe.
anyway, aku betul2 hrp bleeding ko x berulang lagi...rehat cukup2 ok! take care...
Awk!!! Kte tkejut n sedey sgt bace n3 nih...:(
Patutla awk dh lm x update blog..
Jaga diri awk baik2 k... Jgn degil & ikutkn perasaan..
Setiap ape yg awk buat, pls think bout your precious inside & rayyan yg still small ok..plzzz..jgn lasak2 k
I love u!
Hope everything will be fine
Smg Allah sent lindungi awk & bb...
Take k!
Cukup2 la shopping / jalan2 tu. The baby is TOTALLY MORE important, right! right! :)
Hope all will be well for you, your second baby, and family.
Take care babe!
uish, i just found today tht u're pregnant n placenta terbalik lak tu!
rehat byk2 mcm noris dulu, u're carrying a life, bet tht's more important than everything else, kan?
take care, k?
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