October 30, 2009

All About Rayyan

This whole week langsung xbukak research... ish ish ish.. malas, penat, kelam kabut - semuer ade... ( tp still ade mase plak nk mem-blog kan :p) ni pon precious tgh tdo..boleh lar relax kejap... nway did I tell u guys 1st word rayyan boleh ckp..."APU" meaning LAMPU...hehehhe rayyan sgt suke pada lampu..especially lampu yg mengerlip ngerlip... so die akan pointing jari die to lampu & ckp "apu"...its funny kan..dlm byk2 benda dlm dunia nie lampu adalah benda pertama yg rayyan kenal..
pastuh die pon da pandai sebut "appoopp" meaning poopop...& yg best nyer die akan ckp bile die btul poopop shj..klu die x poopop die xkan sebut the word..meaning rayyan da alert dgn condition diaper die..hehehe
rayyan pon da pandai sebut "ty" meaning dirty.. klu tgn die kotor die mesti tunjuk kat I and say "ty"....
selain itu, rayyan da pandai sebut papa, atuk, baby (sambil usap2 perut i)...unfortunately die still xnk sebut "mama"..i wonder why....
saya sgt gembira & bersyukur kepada Allah dengan perkembangan rayyan..semoga Rayyan dpt membesar dgn sempurna...
one more thing..rayyan da pandai jalan!!! at age 1 year 1 month old die da pandai jalan..Alhamdulillah..walaopon still mcm robot tp tgh berusaha develop his balancing & walking skill.
21 days left to meet my 2nd precious.. I juz cant wait!!!! Doakan me & baby selamat segalanya yek..
Till then..muah! muah!

October 25, 2009

Wish List Update & extra entry...

My latest update of my wishlist.. Alhamdulillah ade yg sudah dapat, ade yg plan nk buat next week, ade yg i rase xpenting buat mase skrg... coz la ni i'm focusing on budgeting for my labor fee and some small project kalau me & baby sihat semuanya lepas i deliver....

1) seriously need a clothes cabinet for precious & 2nd lil precious (skrg akak letak baju kat kotak mother care & rak bawang shj..) (DONE - hubby juz bought TWO wardrobes; one for precious one for 2nd precious!! puas hati mak!!)

2) new baby suits for my coming newborn precious (dengan keadaan skrg nie laki I kasi ke g shopping baju baby...sian anak mama xde baju baru..smuer recycle.. :(( ) (DONE - me & hubby manage to buy a pair of baby kiko suit for 2nd precious to wear when discharge from hospy.. suke! suke!)

3) start to unpack all baju's precious mase kecik2 & kemas chantek2 dlm new cabinet ( skrg semuer berada di dlm bag di atas wardrobe) ( NOT DONE YET - planning doing it next weekend!)

4) Jazz Abandon Oakley sunglass (NOT IMPORTANTE!! currently kind of budgeting lar..mayb some other time..)

5) Tudung Ariani in blue, red, purple and black color (DONE - custom made from my dear friend an-nisaa cheaper plus the quality same as Ariani's!)

6) New baby travel bag that suits for hubby ( yang skrg punye dah koyak sket...hubby kate tak hemsem bwk g jenjalan) (NOT YET - hubby xminta suruh beli pon..diam kan jer lar..hik hik)

7) new pair of Crocs ( yg skrg punye dah 2 thn saya pakai..) (NOT IMPORTANTE!)

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ni kisah lain plak... hal pembantu rumahku... owwhhh i rase i memang kurang bernasib baik lg dalam mendapat pembantu rumah yg betul-betul sesuwei dgn keluarga kami... previous entry baru i story yg i bersyukur sgt dpt new maid walaopun she's illegal... namun panas xberpanjang hingga ke petang.. maid ni mmg elok kerja plus rayyan pon selesa dengan die..tapi kesihatan dirinya x mengizinkan maid nih kerja lbh lama lg...

bibik A ( bkn nama sebenar) actually mmg da sakit sblm kami ambil die as maid.. a week before kitorg amik die, rupenye kaki die kene paku... pastuh bile smpi rumah kitorg die mmg jalan perlahan2..( tp since bibik A ni very the large size of person, so kitorg ingat mmg die jalan mcm tue..) tp few days after working @ our hse, tetibe hubby tanye to bibik kaki die sakit ke? i pon pelik mcm mana hubby tau kaki die sakit... rupenye hubby ckp die nampak celet2 darah pada lantai...pastuh baru die ckp kaki die tercucuk paku..then hubby tanye die dah g jupe doctor inject ke? die kate dah... so kitorg pon ignore lar..juz suruh die cuci kaki pakai dettol & pakai selipar dlm rumah...

next 2 weeks tetibe bibik A demam menggigil...bwk g klinik, rupe2nye badan da naik kuman...ade paku still tinggal dlm kaki die!!! juz imagine, kaki bengkak, bernanah didlm..... aduih... doctor buat minor surgery & we spent about rm300 for that..plus all the ubat2 yg high dose supaya cepat baik..tp mengenangkan die jage precious okei kitorg pon xkesah...so few days die xbyk buat kerja juz relax kat bilik die...

2-3 hari lepas tuh mcm okei tp 1 morning tetibe die kejutkan i ckp die sakit buah pinggang plak!!!! ya Allah sabar je lar kan.. i mase tuh malas nk layan juz suruh die relax kat bilik jer.. juz imagine die duk nangis sakit dr pukul 9pg smpi la 5ptg.. tp yg i pelik nasi lemak yg i belikan utk die habis la plak.. geram jer.. pastuh sibuk die nak balik & xmau kerja...reason die sebab die kate die dah byk menyusahkan kami sekeluarga... kitorg pon pk2 balik mmg payah lar nk simpan org mcm nie.. kaki yg sakit pon xhbs baik lg da sakit lain plak...so mlm tu jugak hubby hantar die balik....precious yg sdg lasak

so now tinggal me & precious di rumah, dengan i yg sarat ini, condition pon stabil xstabil..hehehe, precious yg sedang lasak, really makes me worry... so start balik my mum dtg tgk i & rayyan kat rumah....tp kesian my mum berulang alik kejap rumah i, kejap rumah my sis ( yg sedang berpantang), belum urusan lain-lain lg...

so skrg ni i am DESPERATELY looking for a maid... semoga Allah permudhkan urusandiriku, suamiku & keluargaku

Till then..muah! muah!

October 14, 2009

tick..tock..tick..tock..



Kali nie betul-betul rasa masa itu begitu mencemburui saya... chewahh... hehehe mane taknyer.. bile ditimbang, dihitung, dikire....tinggal lbh krg 1 bulan lg saya akan melahirkan my 2nd precious... (owhh forgot to tell u guys.. my gynea adviced me to deliver on week 37++... she said that 36th week is too soon however 38th weeks onwards is quite late to deliver & the risk to bleed again is higher). So dgn itu tarikh kemungkinan saya akan bersalin is between 16th - 20th November 2009.. Ade x antara tarikh2 ini menarik perhatian anda??? jika ade sile suggest kepada saya yek!
Wishlist from previous entry pon 1 xsempat nk beli... so memandangkan hari semakin hampir, badan semakin xlarat, jalan byk sket kluar brown spot, saya rasa sudah masanyer untuk saya berehat betul2 dan melepet2.....


Tapi ini tidak bermakna saya akan stop doing my research... Alhamdulillah this time pregnancy saya lebih bersemangat utk belajar compare to previous one.. Mungkin juga disebabkan saya sudah berada di tahun ketiga membuatkan saya agak stress & teruskan belajar walaopun kadang2 saya hanya mengambil masa 2 jam/ sehari untuk belajar... saya juga akan dengar cakap mak saya.. " xpe dik, biar lambat habis PhD tapi JANJI habiskan.." yeah..saya memang berazam akan habiskan study saya ini..tp bile tuh hanya masa dapat menentukan.. :) saya yakin dengan berkat doa suami terchenta, papa mama yang tersayang, keluarga dikasihi, kawan-kawan yang senantiasa setia bersama dicampur dgn usaha dan sifat TIDAK berputus asa insyaAllah saya akan berjaya mendapat PhD saya..


saya juga bersyukur sgt coz skrg da ade maid..even tho it juz for temporary..duk tunggu yg nk dtg dr M*da* xkunjung2 tiba... pakai dulular ape yg ade... and Alhamdulillah my precious pon nak kat die.. so now my daily routine, wait for precious to wake up ( but mostly precious yg kene bgnkan mama nyer..hehehe), mandikan precious, then my mum will fetch precious & bibik in the morning and take them to lepak @ my mum' s house till evening.. so me will stay @ home alone rest, study or wateva i wanna do... byk masa i boleh berbaring2 & rehat..actually it really work tau.. no more brown spot! so mmg nampak sgt i kene rest & melepet dirumah shj... klu berjalan sket g open hse mesti ade kuar sket2 brown spot...


so normally bile tgh baring or duduk2 tuh i pon bacelar journal or paper yg relate to my study. My aim now is to come out with complete algorithm of my method, which is I already have the scratch one.. And also I come out with 2 methods actually & xtau mane 1 yg bagus..so i decide to develop both method & compare each other & also compare with existing one..


I also have make a collections of codings that related to both of my method, & tinggal untuk diambil ciput sane, ciput sini utk mengcompletekan my program.. HOWEVER I know this is not an easy task tho... xpe..pelan-pelan kayuh.. mayb i will start serious coding after confinement... and also a million thanks to my PhD buddy that really help me in dataset, reference of useful knowledge & also example of coding... VERY much appreciated!!!


oklar..nak cari bahan untuk membaca.. ermm lupe nk ckp, yg xbest skrgnyer I xblh nk print out any paper to read sebab xleh nak naik atas.. mintak hubby bwk turun printer asyik terlupe jer...aduih...seb baik skrg ade VAIO yg agak ringan untuk diangkut kesane ke mari..so baring2 blh aa bace sambil tertido..hehehehe


p/s: gambar diatas tidak kene mengene dengan content of the story...saje je nak letak.. precious is ssoooo cute with his "ngences" ( bahasa jawa utk air liur meleleeh kuar hehehe)

Till then..Muah! Muah!

October 8, 2009

My Wish Lists (as for now)

1) seriously need a clothes cabinet for precious & 2nd lil precious (skrg akak letak baju kat kotak mother care & rak bawang shj..)

2) new baby suits for my coming newborn precious (dengan keadaan skrg nie laki I kasi ke g shopping baju baby...sian anak mama xde baju baru..smuer recycle.. :(( )

3) start to unpack all baju's precious mase kecik2 & kemas chantek2 dlm new cabinet ( skrg semuer berada di dlm bag di atas wardrobe)

4) Jazz Abandon Oakley sunglass

5) Tudung Ariani in blue, red, purple and black color

6) New baby travel bag that suits for hubby ( yang skrg punye dah koyak sket...hubby kate tak hemsem bwk g jenjalan)

7) new pair of Crocs ( yg skrg punye dah 2 thn saya pakai..)

p/s: akan diupdate dr mase ke semasa...

Till then..muah! muah!