October 14, 2009

tick..tock..tick..tock..



Kali nie betul-betul rasa masa itu begitu mencemburui saya... chewahh... hehehe mane taknyer.. bile ditimbang, dihitung, dikire....tinggal lbh krg 1 bulan lg saya akan melahirkan my 2nd precious... (owhh forgot to tell u guys.. my gynea adviced me to deliver on week 37++... she said that 36th week is too soon however 38th weeks onwards is quite late to deliver & the risk to bleed again is higher). So dgn itu tarikh kemungkinan saya akan bersalin is between 16th - 20th November 2009.. Ade x antara tarikh2 ini menarik perhatian anda??? jika ade sile suggest kepada saya yek!
Wishlist from previous entry pon 1 xsempat nk beli... so memandangkan hari semakin hampir, badan semakin xlarat, jalan byk sket kluar brown spot, saya rasa sudah masanyer untuk saya berehat betul2 dan melepet2.....


Tapi ini tidak bermakna saya akan stop doing my research... Alhamdulillah this time pregnancy saya lebih bersemangat utk belajar compare to previous one.. Mungkin juga disebabkan saya sudah berada di tahun ketiga membuatkan saya agak stress & teruskan belajar walaopun kadang2 saya hanya mengambil masa 2 jam/ sehari untuk belajar... saya juga akan dengar cakap mak saya.. " xpe dik, biar lambat habis PhD tapi JANJI habiskan.." yeah..saya memang berazam akan habiskan study saya ini..tp bile tuh hanya masa dapat menentukan.. :) saya yakin dengan berkat doa suami terchenta, papa mama yang tersayang, keluarga dikasihi, kawan-kawan yang senantiasa setia bersama dicampur dgn usaha dan sifat TIDAK berputus asa insyaAllah saya akan berjaya mendapat PhD saya..


saya juga bersyukur sgt coz skrg da ade maid..even tho it juz for temporary..duk tunggu yg nk dtg dr M*da* xkunjung2 tiba... pakai dulular ape yg ade... and Alhamdulillah my precious pon nak kat die.. so now my daily routine, wait for precious to wake up ( but mostly precious yg kene bgnkan mama nyer..hehehe), mandikan precious, then my mum will fetch precious & bibik in the morning and take them to lepak @ my mum' s house till evening.. so me will stay @ home alone rest, study or wateva i wanna do... byk masa i boleh berbaring2 & rehat..actually it really work tau.. no more brown spot! so mmg nampak sgt i kene rest & melepet dirumah shj... klu berjalan sket g open hse mesti ade kuar sket2 brown spot...


so normally bile tgh baring or duduk2 tuh i pon bacelar journal or paper yg relate to my study. My aim now is to come out with complete algorithm of my method, which is I already have the scratch one.. And also I come out with 2 methods actually & xtau mane 1 yg bagus..so i decide to develop both method & compare each other & also compare with existing one..


I also have make a collections of codings that related to both of my method, & tinggal untuk diambil ciput sane, ciput sini utk mengcompletekan my program.. HOWEVER I know this is not an easy task tho... xpe..pelan-pelan kayuh.. mayb i will start serious coding after confinement... and also a million thanks to my PhD buddy that really help me in dataset, reference of useful knowledge & also example of coding... VERY much appreciated!!!


oklar..nak cari bahan untuk membaca.. ermm lupe nk ckp, yg xbest skrgnyer I xblh nk print out any paper to read sebab xleh nak naik atas.. mintak hubby bwk turun printer asyik terlupe jer...aduih...seb baik skrg ade VAIO yg agak ringan untuk diangkut kesane ke mari..so baring2 blh aa bace sambil tertido..hehehehe


p/s: gambar diatas tidak kene mengene dengan content of the story...saje je nak letak.. precious is ssoooo cute with his "ngences" ( bahasa jawa utk air liur meleleeh kuar hehehe)

Till then..Muah! Muah!

6 comments:

Oyis said...

you go yzma!!! supporting u from the back (er.. from the kejauhan eh?)

Oyis said...

ps; rayyan rambut blonde la! hensem ooo...

Nabil said...

go go!!!! n good luck to u masa deliver...doakan semuanya ok for u n family.

cheers :)

i am me said...

i like 17th or 19th. hihi.. but maybe boleh check kalender islam in case ada tarikh yang lebih baik within that week? ohh! excitednye dah nak beranak! BTW aku sokong mak ko, biar lambat habis tapi janji HABIS Phd! :)

SAS@Iowa said...

Alhamdulillah...
All d best awk!
Smg Allah berikn kekuatn & kemudhn dlm stp yg awk lakukn..
Kte do'akn yg trbaik..

Love u!

Lia Sakinah said...

20 November...birthday Qystina! hehehe...klu sama bday, leh celebrate sama2...kebetulan plak, uqayl nye bday sama dgn aqil anak jia...

btw, semoga dipermudahkan bersalin & semoga ko & baby sihat2 selalu...