PCM 26031020 - Bicycle Ride

Went for 1st family cycling activity held @ Putrajaya last friday.. Starting point at POJ (palace of justice)..however we missed the convoy & just cycling around kerajaan complex building...
i really had great fun plus we have our neighbours accompany us ride together... rayyan was so excited at the beginning but then after around 45 minutes cycling he started to cry.. I think he had backache plus sleepy since the ride start at 9.30pm....poor rayyan he cried aloud untill he vomit in the middle of Putrajaya road..

Since rayyan already weak, we straight away go back home (of course lar kitorang balik naik car yea..bukan kayuh sampai rumah.. :p)

xpe2 next time boleh buat lg this activity.. xsabar tunggu mr hadif besar so that boleh bwk die jugak!!!

Till then..muah! muah!

Psycho Lady

Last week till the weekend I was so stress... Xtau kenape hormone dlm bdn ni up & down.. It start when I dream of getting pregnant again!! then after that I was like so paranoid & become soo moody & cranky.. bukan I xmau pregnant lg..but not now... wait till my heroes besar sket & i've settle my study then baru I'm ready for the next version...

so bile dah moody I jd mcm psycho...konon I mcm pregnant lg.. asyik nak marah2 jer.. yg jd mangsa sape lg...my beloved hubby lar... sian sgt die.. I mmg sedar I asyik marah die tapi I xblh nk control...pastuh dgn I buat perangai xmau masak, xmau gossip2 dgn die lg...asyik buat hal sendiri jer.. naseb baik hubby sabar dgn kerenah I...mase tuh Tuhan jer tau betape serabut nye kepala I...dgn konon I pikir I preggie lar, dgn heroes yg nk dijaga, dgn pikir study lg...AADDOOIII mmg STRESS gile!!!! ditambah pula on the weekend both of my precious not feeling well...make me so worried & stressful...

Then on Sunday evening, hubby ajak shower together (walaopon me tgh psycho still ade a bit of romantic feeling inside.. :) ) I cried aloud & say how sorry I am for being such a psycho lady... bile dah luahkan semua baru I rase lega sgt sgt dlm hati & kepala..& today I had my 2nd jep to avoid pregnancy & scan Dr kate everything is in normal condition..which is no baby inside yet..again I felt so relieve...So today I had my normal life again...gossip2 dgn hubby, cook dinner for him & also enjoy my study life...

Moral of the story: Dont be mad to your hubby.. Jgn asyik cari salah hubby je nanti perasaan itu akan memakan diri sendiri...luahkan rase yg terbuku dlm hati dgn cara yg lembut..sebab kekadang hubby sendiri xtau & xpaham ape masalah yg kite hadapi... terima si dia sedia ade seperti mana die terime kite... nobody perfect kan!

Syayang if u read this, I want u to know that i'm really proud to have u as my husband & also father to my precious heroes... Love u sooo much!!!

Till then..muah! muah!

Quick One

currently i'm having problem in bf lil hadif.. he refused to have my right br*east... arggghhh tensen makk... so u guys can imagine how the size different for my both br*east... plus i think he more confortable feed in bottle compare to having bf... so there's no more term of "super br*east" as I always used when bf rayyan... different child different character kan...

lil hadif also a bit cranky.. he will never allow us to put him lay down on the bed... bak kate my maid " die mau di gendong ajja..." then how lor?? am i supposed to follow his need or i have to be more creative to teach lil hadif to be independent & juz ignore his high tone pitch of crying...

xpe sabarkan.. these are all challenges in raising childs.. ingat! anak ini adalah amanah Allah kepada kite... so kene didik & jaga mereka dgn sebetul-betulnye...

semoga Allah permudahkan urusan saya & hubby dlm mendidik & menjaga anak2...

Till then..muah! muah!

Buku Amalan Hidup dengan Ayat-Ayat Al Quran & Minyak Zafaron

WoW!! Panjang sungguh tajuk entry kali nih... actually I came across to write this entry due to something weird (for me lar) at this cyber world..

Pagi td I lepaq umah my parents.. pastuh I ternampak buku amalan hidup dengan ayat-ayat al quran ( xsilap lar tajuk die nih..) Buku ni sgt bagus...Terdapat byk tips penggunaan ayat al-quran dalam kehidupan seharian kite.. Dalam point 34, ade juga tertulis untuk menambahkan susu ibu... I pon excited sgt!

yang tertulis dalam buku itu adalah menulis ayat surah Yasin di sepiring pinngan menggunakan minyak zafaron, kemudian cuci pinggan itu dengan secawan air & air itu dilalukan pada gelas & diminum air itu oleh ibu yang sedang menyusukan anak.. InsyaAllah susu ibu akan bertambah..

Tapi apa itu minyak zafaron?? I pon terus surf internet untuk mengetahui apa itu minyak zafaron..so ape lahi..google lar kan...

Tak byk blog yg menceritakan minyak zafaron ini diperbuat drpd ape..cuma yang saya tahu, minyak ini kebanyakan dai Turki & Mesir.. minyak ni SGT mahal ok.. ade yg jual minyak ni sebesar bekas minyak attar tuh RM7k++...gile mahal!! ala2 designer handbag gittew...bile saya duk surf apebende nyer minyak zafaron nie, ade 1 blog nih betul2 mengejutkan saya, ( yang I mention I xpercaya bende ni ade di dunia cyber)...

Blog ini menjual minyak pengasih!!..siap ade kategori yang putih & hitam...agaknyer yg putih yg baik punyer..yang hitam yang jahat punyer kot..Wallahua'lam (Allah Maha Mengetahui)...scary betul bile bace blog nih...u all cari sendiri lar yek kalau nk bace..xmau lar mention di sini.. siap mention blog ini bukan untuk alim ulamak & saintis milenium!!! ape yang dimaksudkan itu?? ya Allah berilar petunjuk kepada penulis blog itu supaya kembali ke jalan yang benar...

nway lately nih my production a bit low.. tuh yang I beriyer cr ape itu minyak zafaron, kot2 blh ikut ape yg ditulis dlm buku tuh..tp bile dah tgh harga minyak zafaron tuh xpelar.. mungkin I juz bace surah yasin & tiupkan pada segelas air & minum air tuh niat kerana Allah.. InsyaAllah Allah akan makbulkan permintaanku untuk perbanyakkan stok ebm saya...

Till then..Muah! muah!