January 22, 2009

i'm so pissed off...

normally i used to blog only happy happy story kan.. but today i want to blog & tell everybody that i am so pissed off!! why?? firstly i nk bg tau sorrylar for those who read this entry tp xpaham..coz ini adalah hanya luahan ketidak puas hatian saya terhadap my s* (as dr x) and my new r* (mr b).
Last few months i was so happy that i received grant for my research kan..so it easier for me to deal with the expertises. Used the money to work on with data sample..ok finelar.. pastu dr x sibuk2 kate nk cr R* then me said better look for yg terror programming..so i xpayah pening2 kepale dev my own system...
so dr x ni pon hired mr b. Actually i'm not sure whether dr x really want to hired mr b OR DIPAKSA hired by mr b.. Yang i pelik tuh dr x dok ngutuk ckp dgn i mr b ni teruk lar, suke melawan ckp, gaji nk demand level phd lar ( coz die phd student yg br habis), pastuh siap ckp awal2 xnak buat keje yg jupe2 org lar..demand gile babos!!! then wat the he** dr x p hired die??? dr x yg i kenal sgt2 cerewet dlm memilih sesuatu tetapi when it comes to mr b die ikut jer ckp mr b...ape kene mandrem ker dr x nih??? saya SGT TENSI!!!!
pastuh dr x sibuk2 suruh saya bg keyword of my research so that can ask mr b to look for LR..dr x ckp klu blh mr b xnk jumpe2 dgn saye..anything juz thru dr x.. APE HAL PLAK mcm nie kan!!! ko yang kuli ke aku yg kuli.. blm ape2 lg dah byk misunderstanding..FYI saye sudah 1thn lbh membuat LR!! now its time for me to do programming!!! which is dr x langsung X MENTION suruh mr b buat programmimg... YESTERDAY patut kami berjumpe, me, dr x and mr b..AND GUESS WHAT??? HE DIDN"T SHOW UP...kepale o*ak die!!!! dah lar kitorg bayar engko mahal2..suke2 boleh xdtg!!! SAKITNYER HATI!!! saye siap blh tgl2kan my precious kat umah dgn bibik untuk semate2 KONON nk jumpe die... i am so damn pissed off..
mcm ni baik saye jer jd R*!!!! mmg conform saye buat keje... dahlar malas nk tulis lagi..kang terkeluar plak perkataan perkattan yg tidak diingini.. my new resolution!!! nk beli lappie mahal gune duit grant PLUS buat research cepat2 & nk tulis paper byk2 so that boleh present conference yg best2 gune duit grant jugak!! saye xkire!! saye xnk bg muke same itu goblok punye r*... semangat yzma semangat!!!
p/s: utk meningkatkan lg kemarahan saye, dr x ckp mr b anti muslim..aarrrggghhh!!!!!
till then..dazzzzzzzzzz

9 comments:

MRM said...

Lor, sampai begitu sekali situasinya sekarang ni.

Tu la, either Dr. X dah kena mandrem, atau Dr. X talam dua muka (hopefully yang ni tidak la), atau pun Mr. B ni ada attitude problem tapi otak bagus jadi Dr. X tunduk, sebab that reason.

Despite whatever the reason is, yep, jadikan ia semangat untuk lebih maju ke hadapan! Jgn biar orang tu ambil kesempatan. Hopefully dengan ko tetiba pecut, Dr. X nampak usaha ko dan tidak perlu mengharapkan langsung si Mr. B tuh, yeahhh! :) You can do it!

P/S Babe, ko sure nak suruh si Mr. B ni code your valuable work? Nanti bukannya dia code, dia ambil plak hasil ko, considering cam 'bad news' aje Mr. B nih. Rasanya baik cari org yang lebih boleh dipercayai kot, just a suggestion.

miSs inTerpReted said...

oh my gawd!!! ada plak org anti muslim?? nyampahya aku dengar. and adaker RA perangai gittew.takpe yzma.guna duit grant ittew pi conference jauh2...hihi.baru puas hati!

Wynn Syarina Khalid said...

no.1 : Blog memang utk luahan perasaan. Kau nak citer happy2 ke, mengamuk ke, sukati kau lah. Heh heh heh...

No.2 : Apehal main racist2 lak ni? Nak anti2 muslim ni pehal? Kau takleh buang dia ke izma? Sakit plak ati aku. Too much la babe..

Anonymous said...

Aku pun agree gak. Tak suka RA yang melampau2. Ikut rasa hati aku suruh ko fire je mamat tu. Dahle racist! Kalau Anti Muslim jangan duduk kat malaysia. *ketok kepala RA tu*

Anggerik_putih said...

yzma..jd ke ambik mamat Ar** tuh!! ko cri jela org laen..undergrad pun byk yg teror buat programming..hampes tuh!!! siap demand tuh.sungguh bersikap 'kemangkukan'. Aku rasa mcm betul jer Dr X tuh da kena mandrem..;P

Oyis said...

1st skali, kita setuju ngan mas. jgn expose la keja awak kat mr b tu. kang x pasal2 dia ciplak hasil keja awak naya aje. org mcm tu x leh dipercayai.

pas tu kan, kalo awak ada authority, fire aje mr b tu. kalo kat upm, RA dia mmg kena punch in everyday, kalo x x leh claim full elaun. since dia x dtg hari2, awak cuba la get him fired through technicalities. rujuk buku guide/rules uni awak, and if ternyata dia bersalah, speak up!

org mcm ni x guna bela, perabih kan duit rakyat malaysia je..(dia dah bkn msian pon, lg nak racist2... blah la). byk lg rakyat kita yg muslim ke, non-muslim yg lebih qualified n xde masalah attitude cam dia... eii geram...

btw, abg saiful ckp, terminate aje. byk lg student lain. my hubs kan biasa deal ngan student2 camni masa kat GSO.

hopefully everything goes your way!

yzmahoney said...

terima kasih kepada kawan-kawanku tersayang advice & courage yg diberikan...lupe nk mention mr b ni foreigner & not malaysian...oyis agaknyer mesti abg saiful dah lali layan perangai org2 mcm nie kan... kite kekadang rase nk speak up dgn dr x...tp nantilar tunggu mr b dpt sebulan gaji without doing anything kite akan complain byk2..heheheh

2la saya pon takut nk bg mr b ni buat coding..even nk bg keyword pon malas ..kang blm ape2 die condemn plak keje kite..lg tensi...yerlar konon2nyer kan mr b ni genius sebab tuh dr x nk hired die..

genius tp no mennace pon xgune jugak kan..hampeh...

:: LadyVerde + Mr.Doc :: said...

sabar babe! meh aku tlg ko belasah mamat tueeeeeeee!!!

Anonymous said...

heeeeeeeee..marahnye kite dgn mr.b tu..baru dpt phd dah belagak nak mamps...kat US ni kan, org tktau pun sape2 yg dah ade phd..cool habes..panggil dr. pun tak pastu very d humble..yg level prof. pun mcm tu..rilex giler..smpi student plak rs besalah sbb depa telalu baik..
kasi pecatla itu mamat foreigner..mcm bagus saje, tk sedar menumpang kt negara org..sesuke hati declare diri anti muslim..huh!!!!!(dah kua api dah ni!!)
utk mr.b, bas express waner merah..piiiiiirraaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!