Pain Relieve....

Alhamdulillah after 1 week beraser sgt down, penat, letih berfikir dan risau xtentu pasal hari ini saye berase lebih positif & motivate... Previous post i've mentioned my maid buat hal.. so hubby mmg dah tawar hati dgn maid & conform nk hantar pulang.. but as for me, saye mcm teragak-agak.... saye mcm rase eh bolehke aku buat kerja rumah, jage anak, pastu nk belajar lagi dgn preggie lagi..aarrgghhh... yg i paling frust sebab i baru jer nk start gear laju for my research dah i stranded x blh belajar... perasaan negative bercampur baur... For a week i duk ngadap precious..die tdo i pon tdo skali sbb kepenatan... pastuh try call nursery nk try anta precious kat sane..Unfortunately nursery yg kitorg suke tuh dah xterime baby lg..slot dah penud..aduhhh ....mmg serious down & stress...

Pastuh Alhamdulillah terima kasih sgt sgt diucapkan pada my family, my dear friends yg SGT SGT bg support kat i.. Last few days i sempat jgk jupe kawan, chat YM with my closest friends, lepak borak with my family... Byk betul pandangan & nasihat diorg berikan.. pastuh i pon dah mcm terror sket bahagi mase jage rayyan kemas rumah, basuh baju & menggosok... so now i feel so relieve.. PLUS my MIL volunteer to take care of precious..walaopon terpakse hantar precious jauh sket, tp janji i senang hati untuk pergi belajar and boleh amik precious mlm after maghrib.. yeay!! :D

So yesterday me & MIL g M*ANJAKU beli brg2 keperluan precious... so harini i start hantar precious g rumah MIL & skrg he still there.. xtaular mcm mane die..nangis ke x...hehehe i try not to really think of him..tp 2day i still x start study... i qada' tdo dulu & nk kumpulkan energy balik so that 2morrow will be better start for me..insyaAllah...

Tujuan utame saye tulis entry ni coz nk ucapkan TERIMA KASIH BYK BYK kepada kawan-kawan, family member yg senantiase melayan kerenah saye yg entah ape-ape nih & juge memberi pandangan & nasihat yg xkan saye lupekan... Saya sgt sayang kamu semua...

Mungkin segale yg terjadi ade kelebihannyer..menjadikan kite lebih matang untuk berfikir dan bersedia menghadapi segala masalah dengan tenang...

Till then..Muah! Muah!